Just wishing there could be a text one day simply saying “i love you” or even a call from him, just so that i could hear his voice and know he’s alright.
Being an army girlfriend is hard.
I am not asking for sympathy, just understanding.
Everyday i’m wishing that there will be that special call from him. And yet i always keep looking to see if there’s another letter waiting for me in the lobby of that dorm. And each time i open to look inside and see it empty, my heart sinks a little more.
Here’s to hoping i make it through this summer and that i make no more mistakes. Because i’ve made my decision and it will have nothing to do with a Dear John letter.
I love you Jacob and i hope you can forgive me for what i’ve done and we can get past this speed bump <3